Yesterday...

Assalamualaikum,

But today today today, i want to write about yesterday..

Yesterday...

Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away.
Now it looks as though they're here to stay.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

-The Beatles-

After 4 years and 7 months in current company, yesterday the company have made decision to give "CBL" to 150 staffs. its like dicutikan selama 18 bulan. Sedih sangat bila tgk rerakan yg terpaksa leave the company. SAYU.. PILU.. SEDIH.. eventhough Alhamdulillah diri sendiri selamat dari dicutikan, tp perasaan insecure sangat2 tinggi. LIFE is really tough right now. Everyone is struggle to keep on moving.

Sepatutnya smlm adalah hari terakhir seorang collegue jer, sbb dia dh tender sebulan yg lepas, tp end up, farewell utk semua 150 staffs yg kn CBL programmes.

Sedih sangat bila yg staff yg kene tu, yg kt tahu dialah the breadwinner of the family, wife xkerja..ada 6 org anak including ada anak special..Allahu..ada plak yg suami br lpas kene berhenti sbb company bankrap tutup, tup tup dia plak kn programm CBL..ada pulak yg kn tp xnk bitau wife dl, sbb wife ada sakit kanser, klu bgthu mkin teruk penyakit kansernya..Ya Allah ya tuhanku..aku bersyukur dengan rezekimu..ko permudahkanlah rezeki rakan2 ku juga..semoga ada rezeki yg lebih baik utk kami semua.. rezekiMU Maha Luas .. bermacam2 bentuk.

Yup, we never knew when is our time, tp the lesson that i have learnt that we should always have a backup plan. Plan A ke..Plan B ke..Plan C ke..smpilah ke Plan Z.

• Know our limit and strength
• Bekerja dgn niat Allah Taala, 
• Niat kerja utk berkat
• Niat kerja nk bantu Suami
• Niat kerja nk bantu keluarga
• Selalu bantu membantu, jangan mengeluh
• jangan dengki
• jangan berbuat jahat dekat orang, nnti Allah balas cash..(yang ni mmg sangat betul, sllu nmpk dpn mata..cuma kdg2 lmbat atau cepat je Allah nk bayar cash)
• Berbaik Sangka (i've to improve this)

I know klu berfikir secara logik akal..mmg company xmampu nk sustain, sbb cost lagi tgg dari income. Mana2 company yg dlm keadaan mcm ni..tentu akan melakukan benda yg sama.. Tapi tuelah, klu kene kat batang hidung sndr, barulah kita melompat.

Hopefully my current company akan pulih dan project2 semua berjalan dengan lancar tanpa ada internal or external conflict. I really do love to work in this company because of the working environmentnya, family type and dekat ngn rumah especially selepas bypass Rawang siap. Amin amin amin Ya rabbalalamin.

Kenangan gambar2 bersama rakan2 seangkatan

Potluck kecil2lan kami

I will miss u kak long kawasan

Duck Scarves + Telekong Siti Khadijah

Farewell 3 of them T T

Collegues

Will be missing you "adik"

Geng lastik

Cumi2

Regards,

Kakak Manis.

Come on .. Stay positive

Lately, rasa annoyed gile dgn kerja. Arghh stress gile smpi xle tdo mlm sbb asik terfikir2 kerja. Lagi2 nk deliver ni.. Keje mmg xpnh nk hbs.. Sbr jeklah.

Td bila dpt email dr org atasan rs cm?? Xle nk ckp apa dah.. Arghh.. I need my therapy..MAKANNNN SEDAPPP..SHOPPINGG..

Come on ida.. Stay positif ok.. Just fikir diorg email u sbb u org pntg (pntg sgt ke??) its good for ur career development. Xpa lg sebulan jk lg. Pasni duk umah diam2 na. Jgn cek email.. Hehe

Recovery process

Assalamualaikum baby,

How r u today?

Syukur sgt alhamdulillah. Ummi n bb selamat. Selamat kluarkan appendik dlm perut ummi. Bb pon alhamdulillah selamat xda pape. Syukur sgt smpi bergenang air mata ummi. N u still beating inside my tummy. Hopefully bb membesar dgn sihat n sempurna yer.. Ummi doa bnyk2.

Ni kakak myra plak dmm.. Dmm rindukan ummi. Cian ank ummi yg sorg ni. Nnt arini ummi blk eh. Dr dh ksi kluar dh arini. Alhamdulillah. But still ummi in recovery stage. Perut still skit lg sbb luka blum smbuh sepenunhya. But kakak myra kene promise ummi xle tendang2 perut ummi yerk. Sian ummi skittt nnt.

N to my dear.. Thanks for always be with me. I love u so much. Thank u for taking care me n myra. Thank u for stay with me during rain n shine, pain n joy.

N to ibu.. Terima kasihhhh ibu.. Terima kasihhhh sbb sggp nek flight nek taxi smpi kol 2 pg kt umah nor utk jaga kami sekeluarga. You r my angel. Always always my angel. I love u soo much.

N to all my families, in laws, friends, terima kasih banyk2 sbb mndokan keselamatan kami. Hanya Allah dapat mmblsnyer.

Terima kasih kepada rakan yg sudi melawat dan bertnya khabar.

Apple Puree and Lai Puree for Myra

Assalamualaikum,

Rentetan daripada myra sembelit n berak berdarah kelmarin.. so pgi semalam tu ummi bekalkan apple puree for Myra. No more bubur nasi 2-3 hari ni..sbb risau dia sembelit lg..sian anak ummi ni..

tp bila blik smlm, cikgu nurseri cakap Myra xmo makan sangat apple..mybe sbb dh bese mkm bubur kot..cian ank ummi lapar..so cikgu bg biskut baby kt Myra. Sempat jgkla cikgu pesan..belikan vitagen utk Myra..sng dia nk lawas nnt..

So today, ummi tukar menu..wat lai puree plak..and bekalkan vitagen utk ank ummi ni.. Hopefully okeylah. Myra nk mkn..klu xksian plak..dhlah xnk minum susu FM dh skrg..harapkan susu Ummi yg dh xseberapa ni..mkn plak kene sekat..xle mkn bubur nsi semenara ni..sbb tkut sembelit..Cian ank ummi ni.

Ummi pon try gklah ggogling..crik menu2 utk bayi sembelit..rmi yg suggest bayam, betik and jus prune..ok2 will try after this..blk ni kn singgh giant bl brg2 myra.

Jus Prune

Papaya Puree

Sup Sayur Bayam

Myra Berak Berdarah

Assalamualaikum <3 p="">
wuu smlm myra berak berdarah..adoi cuak giler..mmg klu nk ikutkan dh seminggu myra sembelit..start dr minggu lepas..tb2 kol 3.30 pagi..nngis xbenti..dh bg nenen pon..xnk jgk..muka memang meneran jerklh..ksian sgt..xthu nk wat aper..sbb nk g klinik pg2 buta sorg2 takut jgk..so urutlah perut myra ngn minyak yu yee..smpilah dia terlelap sndr..sian sgt..terus kol 7 pg bwk g klinik..dr masukkan ubat bontot..xsmpi seminit..myra berak bnyk gilr..sian dia..padanlah skit perut sgt..taik dh jadik keras kt bawah tu..suspek dia kurang minum susu..sbb skrg dh xmo fm..nk bf jerk..so klu xda..xnk minum..adoi..sbr jerklh..

then lpas 2 hri jadik lagi..tp kl ni..xbwk g klinik..just kasi syrup yg dr bagi and bagi makan pisang. n then after that beraklah jgk..cm berak ketul2..xpalah jnj berak nak..

tapi smlmlah..tb2 myra nngis yg super kuat..and nmpk muka meneran..mst Sembelit lagi ni..arghh..siannya ank ummi ni..asik sembelit jerk..then msukkanlah ubat bontot tu kt dia..skli nmpk taik tu berdrh ckit..n bontot dia merah giler..siannya..Ya Allah..cuak giler..okey..terus abah larang ummi bg bubur for the time being. so ummi just watkan myra puree apple jerk skrg..bekalkan g school. Hopefully pasni mkin okey sayang..risau ummi

Pengalaman Hamil

Assalamualaikum,

hari ini nk cerita ckit waktu mengandungkan Myra dulu..xtahu naper lately suker sgt tgk org ngandung.. hehe.. nmpk comel jerk diorg ni..teringt perut yg membulat dulu..how i love my belly dat thime..tp belly jerklah..yang tang tang len tu..skit gk mata tgk..hehe..

1st pregnancy kan..what to expect..smua bnda blur..wlopon ader jerk kakak2 and rakan2 yg dh preggy..tp still blur..nsib ader buku pregnancy yg dibelikan en hubby..oklah..lpas baca br lah terbukak ckit minda.. klu x smua bnda gelabah n nervous..

1st thing besenyer lpas dishakan preggy ni ialah nk tgk baby..punyalah excited..asiklah nk duk scan perut tu..pdhal.. 4-10 minggu bukan boleh nmpk baby pon..xjadi lagi..in progress..xda rupa baby lgsg..tp sbb excitednyer psl..plus ms time scan kali pertm tu..xder heart beat baby lagi..so sgtlah risau...tp lpas dh 10 weeks and above..dh dpt nmpk jntung baby terus rs lega.

ms time preggy 1st trimester..xda alah sgt..cuma xsleera mkn..mkn pon ckit jer..mkn kuih2 or aiskrim..ns mmg xnklah..tu pon en hubby pujuk jgk sruh mkn..ksian kt babykan..so nk xnk mknlah jgk..tp crik bnda2 yg nk mkn..mcm biskut..bihun n etc..

org ckp time preggy ni ader bnda pelik2 kan..so one of bnda pelik time preggy ialah..suka mkn mee kuning..dulu punyalah anti mee kuning ni..tp ms preggy bnda tulah yg dicarik..pastu xleh tgk iklan mknn ckit..mmg konfem nk beli pastu..teringt lg iklan mee sedap kari tu..iklan punyalah nmpk sedap kan..skli bila beli cm hampeh..dhlah ms nk beli tu jenuh nk crik..sbb produk baru dlm pasaran...so xbnyk yg ader..klu kedai runcit kecik2 tu mmg xdalah...nsib las2 dpt beli..klu x ksian myra melelehlah air liur..hehe

bila dh msuk trimester kedua..mmg asiklah cramp..adoi..sumpah sakit..mmg mlm2 klu cramp tu..boleh mnjerit satu blok dgr..mahu taknyer..tersalah urat..plak tu..asiklah nk mkn..dh mkn ni..nk mkn tu plak..mnlah bert xnek bnyk..haish..sbr jerklh..

ouh bnyklah plak memebebel arini..hehe..will try update later..heee (itupon klu ingtlah nk update)

Small Gathering

Hi Assalamalaikum,

Since stress ngn keje yg melambak..so nk elakkn dr tension..nk cter psl our small gathering smlm..hehe.. smlm gather2 with my babes..eventhhough bukan smua ada..but still appreciate kpd yg hadir..

so smlm 1st time kluar ngn myra sensorg..means pergi shopping complex w/out my dear (my dear outstesen) or accompany by others..tp demi babes punya psl..sggp tu..kendong myra kehulu ke hilir.. we all gossip dr 8.30 smpi almost 10.. itupon rs cm sekejap jerk..tp disbbkan ader si kecik 2 org ni..Aisyah and Myra ni.. gathering tu jadik havoc plak..huhu..dr ddk kusi baby..ddk atas pangku..dr atas pangku ddk atas meja..n last2 gossip smbil diri..hahha..okey..xper2 ummi ttp okey asalkan dpt gather..i need this..updates from my babes its like therapy for myself..chewahh..haha..dh lm xgahter okey..

P/S: tengok betapa "behave" nyer anak ummi ni..dr ddk ke diri..huhu..berdancing bak kata mama nana.

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mcm beselah myra..gathering tu pukul 8.30 which is time tido dia..so mula2 behave la..1 jam slpas tu..startlah enjin dia..in the other hand..aisyah baik sgt..bgus jerk tgk tab mak long dia..smbil dengar nursry rhymes. okes , after this will bring tab also, tp myra ni tgh zaman gatal gusi..smua bnda nk msuk mulut..adoi..sbr jerklh..

Cepat jerkkan ms berlalu..tb2 teringt kata2 diba.. dia ckp mcm baru smlm ktorg di IMGLADs (which this imglad year was 4 years back) giler lama..tgk2now i'm with my princess..Myra..duk kendong dia..pujuk dia.. Diba cakap beza sgt..dr anak dara jadi mak org..hahaha..okey itu lawak..but agree with her..masa cepat benar berlalu..terus rs dr sndr dh tua.. :)

Puasa 2013

Assalamualaikum,

Alhmadulillah dah masuk hari ke 13 kt berpuasa arini. dah masuk 10 malam kedua. pejam celik pejam celik,,kejap jerkkan..

Puasa kali ni berbeza dgn poser yg lpas..poser thun ni meletihkan ckit..xthu knp..pdhal thun lpas mengandungkn Myra 4 bulan lebih. dh macam budak kcik dah..asik fikir jerk bila nk bukak poser..mn xnyer asik terbabas sahur jer..bukan sgja xbgun shur.. tp sometimes myra nngis kol 4.30 pg nk susu..so menyusukan dia smbil brg..last2 tertido blik smpi pg..or sedar2 kol 5.30..time cmni nk msk pon xsmpt..so smpt mnum ESP n kurma jerklah..Alhamdulillah kenyang..tp kadang2 sedar kol 6.30..so terpksalah teruskan poser tnpa smpt shur..

Ahh bila xshur startlah rs penat giler n haus sgt2..kadang2 rs nk bring jerk..sbb xlrt nk berjalan or buat aper..iyerlah mn xnyer..sbb stil pump susu 2 kl sehari kt office..so rs dehydrated sgt..sbb kekurangan air..kdang2 pernah terfikir jgk nk bukak poser..sbb org mnyusu Allah berikan pelepasan utk berbuka poser..klu xlrt..tp so far blom lgilah..try to think positive and positive..

penah aritu g wat medical checkup..dr amik darah..tp darah xmo kluar..darah kluar ckit jerk..n darah yg kluar tu pekat giler..dr yg cek plik,knp darah pekat sgt..n tny xminum air bnyk ke??since dr ni non muslim..so dia sruh minum air bnyk2 lpas ni..but when i said..i was fasting..dia pon faham..cuma dia nasihatkan..nnt lps berbuka kn mnum air bnyk2 utnk kmblikan air yg hilang ketika pump susu.

Ya Allah semoga aku diberi kekuatan utuk berpose penuh sampai akhir ramadhan.. Amin

p/s: tahun ni raya JB..yea~

6 months

Assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulillah..syukur sgt2 akhirnya myra 6 bulan ..lebih tepat lagi 6 bulan 6 hari. yea..myra dah separuh tahun..syukur syukur syukur..

1st thing myra 6 bulan ni ..ummi n abah sibuk nk blikan walker utk myra. hehe..xsbr nk tgg myra pandai jalan. eventhough ade sstgh ckp terlalu awal untk ajar myra nek walker..however..stlah dibncg2 we both agree nk beli jgk since myra dh tegap dah.. :)

Hepi face :)

Alhamdulillah syukur jgk, dlm perjalanan ke 6 bulan ni..myra still lg mnyusu bdan..wlopon xspnuhnyer dr ummi sbb myra ader ibu susuan, but still rs syukur sgt. Alhamdulillah ummi dapat capai target ummi nk mnyusukan myra smpi myra umur 6 bulan.. InsyaAllah usaha nk mnyusukan myra ni msih lg diteruskan selagi ummi mampu..so next target ummi sampai myra berumur setahun..InsyaAllah.

citer psl menyusu ni..since mnyusu badan ni..badan mmg mkin slim..peeewitt..chewahh..haha..dl ms nk bersalin risau giler dgn brt badan sndr..bygkan 20++ kg nek berat badan..2 kampit beras 10kg kat badan ni..sllu fikir..mst ssh nk trn ke berat asal..but guess what..ummi trun dr 67kg to 45kg..which is lg kurus dr sblom kawin.

38 weeks ++

however, nk myusukan anak ni bukan semudah abc yerk..prlukan smngat yg kental..n sntiasa berfikiran +ve..xleh down2..once down atau distracted..trus production susu akan merundum..hehe..so alternatifnya..knlah crik supplemen untuk mningkatkan blik production susu. mcm2 jenis supplemen ummi try..but now, i'm feel attached dgn SHAKLEE..Alhamdulillah..dh kurang pnt dr sblmnya..n susu pon mkin mningkat.

chaiyokk!!! lagi 6 bulan utk ckpkan setahun mnyusukan myra

3 months already

Assalamualaikum..

kejap jerk kan..pjam celik pejam celik..dh 3 bulan dh myra. dh jadi anak dara dh ank ummi ni..hehhe..xlm lg nk jadik kakak plak..eh eh eh..klu dpt btul2 ni..redha jerklh.. bl lah nk period ni???..dh delay seminggu ni..jadik risau plak..sbb xpnh plak period lmbt..tp kemungkinan nk delay pon boleh jgk..sbb org kata lpas bersalin..hormon akan berubah..well..just wait n see..

below is 7 tanda si manja anda cerdas..i take it from FB..hehe

currently Myra dh pndai no.1,2,3 and 5. no 4,6 and 7 still developed lg..since myra cuma ader satu jerk permainan..hehe..plus dia lg suka berborak ngn ummi and abah dia smbil gelak jerit2..hehe..love her so much..

p/s: cant wait to see her crawling and after that walking

MYRA such a good girl..ummi and abah loves her so much..muah2

Berangan

Hi you all, Assalamualaikum..

i'm always wandering and berangan nk jadik mcm dr halina..seems her family was very happy with 2 lovely daughters she have..uhhh uhhh..bila bc blog dia rs mcm hbt giler dia menangani ank dia..especially bella..sweet little girl. besides, bnyk gk ilmu yg dikumpul bl bc blog dia..contohnyer how to store ur milk, resepi2 utk baby and so onn.. and the best part her journey with her children..

okes yg pkg xleh blah..nk gk g bali ..mcm dr halina..hehehe

Pump SUSU

Assalamualaikum,

Adoi..arini mmg smua serba xkene..br pasan xbawak corong pump..mmg bengkaklah..n thn jerklh rasa skit ni..xper tghri ni..kn bergegas blk umah kejap.

Dulu ms awal2 msuk ofis rajin pump susu..pukul 5.30 pg dh bgn utk pump susu..tp hasilnyer xsberapalah 3-4oz..sbb awl2 dl susu xbnyk..so untuk bnykkan susu..masuk jerk ofis dlm kol 9.30 og..g surau pump susu..dptlah dlm 3-4oz..pastu kol 1.30tghr pump lagi..3-4oz sblom blk ofis pump lg..3-4oz jgk..oklahlah Alhamdulillah rezeki Humaira..tp time tu cuak jgklah sbb br stat nk wat stock.

My Loyal Pump

so pergilah farmasi bl supplement utk bnykkn susu and bg energy..yerlah lately rasa letih sungguh.mula2 rasa nk bl shaklee..tp xthu knp ht ni rs xpyh bl shaklee..tmbhan plak..xknl supplier shaklee..so bl lah supplement yg ader kt guardian..

bila mkn supplement ni..amik ko..susu mmg jadik bnyk..smpi basah baju klu tido mlm..lpas seminggu mkn ubt ni..terus stop..hehe..pastu mkn selang2 bbrapa hr..sbb xnklah smpi baju basahkan..n xlrt nk bgn stiap bper jam utk pump susu..(okey sbnrnya skrg mls nk pump susu..ngantuk!) n another reason which is petis sejuk dh pnuh..s skrg ni ltk stock kt office dl..hehe..nsib baik ader petis sjuk kt ofis..wlopon kcik..bolehlah nk freezekan susu..

now..pump susu pon dh xkerap cm dl..weekdays pump pagi n ptg jerk..pagi kol 9 and ptg kol 5..stiap kl pump leh dpt 8oz. klu weekends plak pump bl rs pnuh..Alhamdulillah rezeki Myra..so far srtock mmg berlebihan..sbb Myra pon xderlah mnum bnyk sgt..sbb br 2 bln lbih..risau nnt dh 3 bln ke atas..she will increase her demand.

Almost 8 oz..hehe

Pengalaman Bersalinku Part III

Hi..Assalamualaikum..

okay arini few things nk cter..sbb bnyk sgt bnda terjadi..but b4 dat..nk ucapkan syukur alhamdulillah..Myra dh 1bln smlm..so its means dh sebulanlah aku ni berpntang..hehe..

Before Botak

After Botak..hehe

meh kt smbung crita yg lpas..about my FEVER..

after safely deliver NURHUMAIRA HANI BT NOR HAZREEN..i was soooo hungry..iyerlah..bolehlah dikatakan 18jam xmkn paper..pastu boleh plak nurse tu ks mknn lauk ayam..aper lg..bahamlah mknn tu tnpa fikir paper..hehe..

bila smpi kt bilik..ibu ckp xle mkn ayam dl pttnyer..kt pntangkan..tp klu dh mkn..xperlh..hehe..dlm hati fikir..rezeki :P..humaira was very good indeed..once she was delivered..she's crying just ekk ekk ekk..but the others babies..nngis kuat giler..and she's really knew how to hisap susu..wlopon 1st time..thats was amazing..dr pon kt humaira bgus..hehe..sayang anak ummi and anak abah ni.

since i was having GBS..okey klu xthu siler klik kt sini Group B streptococcus . so both of us kene tahan 48 hours.. this was to make sure yg humaira xder jangkitan kuman ni..which means ari isnin 31/1/2012 pukul 5 baru boleh kluar.

Hari dinanti telah tiba..xsbr nk blk jb..since parents and in laws 2-2 bertegas xkasi blk umah sbb kene nek tangga..biar diorg jerk yg nek..and ambil brg..terus blk jb..but something happened..i have fever morning tu..teruk sgt fever tu..38.9'C and i even cannot move my body..smua sendi sakit..ingatkan ni sbb post natal..then bila dr cek2..dia ckp mybe denggi but bila cek drh..he said i was anemia.... even my hubby at that time pon fever..40'C..tp bila cek drh xder paper..and bcoz of that..dr.yu xnk ks discharge..sbb dia kt dmm..dia risau nk bg even baby ok.

hari slsa pon still dmm..dia dmm on off..kjp dmm kjp x..my hubby mmg dh collpase dah..dia dmm teruk..asik terbaring jek..and got injection..kalah org bersalin ni..hehe..since xbek dmm lg..dr yu xks kluar..parents in law dh bising2..iyerlh..diorg kn dtg dr jauh..kt klntan..ksian plak..so i try to pujuk myself..spy kuat and sihat..iyerlh..klu esok dmm lg..xleh diischarge woo..klu nk dikire2..seminggu kot dlm hospital..time tu dh fikir..ntha bper ribanlah kene ni..iyerlah FPPlh ktakan..

hari rabu..i feel energetic..and mmg dh nekad nk blk arini..tp..bl cek tempreture..dmm boleh x 37.8'C..but ifeel healthy..cmner tu..dr yu xbg blk..sbb dia risau jd paper..but all of us insist nk blk..sbb ckp dmm ni disbbkan engorge (bengkak tetek) n nk blk mngurut. so..me and my hubby g jmp dr.yu ckp nk blk jgk..so dr yu kt..nk blk boleh..tp kn sign surat..ckp i yg insist nk blk. so tept kol 5ptg..br boleh blk..weehoo

smpi2 kt jb..my hubby dmm teruk lg..ari jmaat tu dia g klinik and got his 3rd injection. he also take blood test..and the result came out he was DENGUE..OMG...terus kn warded kt HSA (hospital krajaan). ksian kt dia..but that day also..after i kene urut..my leg..my stomach nek gegatal..teruk giler..mmg merah2 hbs..mula2 ingtkan alahan ngn param tu..so pglah klinik..and the result it that i was having dengue also..OMG..terus dr ckp kn warded. so fikir2 bek warded ngn hubby skli dkt hosptl swasta..so sruh hubby kluar dr hospitl krajaan and msuk ke hospital..bygkan laki bini kn msuk hospital..hee

the next day..when i was warded in the hospital..ader nurse dtg nk cek bb kt umah (spttnyer i kn cek skli..since i was warded..bb jeklh cek) nurse tu kt..my bb also suspect dengue..since ader merah2 kt badan dia..so my sister bwk dia g klinik..and guess what..she also having a dengue..so now 1 family was having dengue. and now.bb pon kn warded 2gather dgn ummi and abah dia..hee..

ubat dengue ni sng jerk..panadol, drip and mnum air bnyk2..wlopon org tua2 ckp jgn mnum air bnyk..tp nk wat cmner..kn mnum jgk..sbb nk bek.. however..utk bb..ubt dia hnyalah air susu ummi dia jerk. so tgllh ktorg bertiga dlm hospital smpi hr ahad..ahad mlm discharge.. Alhamdulilah..mcm2 dugaan ditempuhi..tp xperlh..stiap dgaan ader hikmahnyer...yg pntg..smunyer slamat :)

Myra pon kn amik darah..cian dia 

Pengalaman Bersalinku Part II

Assalamaualaikum..

hi aper khabar arini..lpas mkn tghari..dgn mcm beselah lauk pntg..ikan bakar..syur air..ikan masin bakar..rs nk smbung plak citer..dekat labour room plak kl ni

ms kene tarik msuk ke labour room tu..dh rs dup dap dup dap..okey its time Ida Nurhidaya..to push ur baby.. u can do it ..tp smpt lg tu fikir..nk mntk epidural..hubby pon kt i kn amik epidural..sbb sakit yg amat.. bila mntk kt nurse tu..dia kt..ouh arini weekends (Sabtu, 29/12/12) so xder epidural..epidural cuma ader time weekedays sj.. WHAT the ^%$%^..okey time tu dlm hati dah carut..biar btul hospital ni..xkanlah weekend pon xleh guna epidural..alasannya..xder dr anaesthetic(betul ke eja?blasah jerklah) keje weekend.. mmg time tu dgn skit2..smpt ckp ngn husbnd..xkire..weekend ke weekdays ke..ayag nk jgk epidural..ktkan FPP patient..kt byr..so ayang nk jgk..nmpkkan kedegilan aku..iyerlah mahu xnyer..tgh skit kot..dhlah xder tnga satu mlm berjaga thn skit..ni nk push baby..konfem xder tenaga..so hubby pon ckp ngn nurse..we want EPIDURAL..isteri sy dh xthn dh.

smbil tgg dr anaesthetic..diorg pon pggil dr yu..since dia xoncall smlm..so lmbtlah ckit nk tgg dia dtg.. smntra mnuggu tu..nurse tu bglah brochure psl epidural utk baca..since..i tgh sakit sgt..hubby jerklh yg bacakan..time tue dh pukul 11..dr anaesthetic dtg..dia kasi pethidine dl..b4 cucuk jarum epidural dkt blkg badan..utk sesapa yg xthu psl epidural..u just tny en google..hehe..skjap jerk proses tu..dr tu pesan..if klu rs skit sgt..br tekan button ni..kire mcm kt control ah ah epidural ni..so once kt tekan..kt akan dpt double dose of epidural..tp dgn syrt..jarak antara those button mst lbih dr 10 min..

time tu..fikir..cmne nk tahu 10min?haha..tp its REALLY2 WORKS..siyes..mmg klu kata skit tu 10..terus jadik 5 or 4..mmg kurang rs skit..I LOVE EPIDURAL!!..weeehooo..huhu.. then dr yu pon dtg..he checks my opening..time tu..rasa mamai yg teramat..smpt lg dgr dr yu sbut..she soo stone..i think she has a lot of drugs in her body..n she still 5cm..let her rest 1st..and we will come back after its 10cm..which is at 4pm..sbb satu jam 1 cm opening..sbb diorg ader masukkan cm drip..utk cptkan contractiuon..utk bsarkan opening..

well..klu ikutkan..mkin kuat contraction..mkin skitlah kan..tp disebabkan my lovely epidural..haha..mmg best..xskit..smpt lg tido..utk kumpul energy..smptlh  tekan dlm 3 kali epidural double dose..bl rs sakit yg amat..hubby pon smpt blk solat n tido kjp dlm bilik :)

dlm pukul 3.30..dr yu dtg blk..dia check..dh 10cm dh..and dia kt..dh boleh start push..time tu rs cm..okey..its time now..its time now..mula2 push teran..smbil bunyik..sbb diorg ckp kn tran smbil geram2..so klu geram..mstilah ader bunyik2..tp dr yu ckp xleh cmtu..kn teran tanpa sore utk save energy..but stil dont works..dr yu sruh pggil husbnd..time tu rs..okey..nk ader husbnd kt sebelah..siyesly i need him..bila dia dh ader kt sebelah br rs energetic ckit..ms tgh teran tu..dr yu pasan..i was having a fever..so 45 min pertama tu..mmg push..tp..mmg mcm nk pengsan..sbb xkluar2..smpi jerit kt dr yu..dr..i'm give up.. i nak operate..tp dr yu wat bodo jerk..ceh..husbnd i ponm sm..wat dunno jerk. adoi..but then 15min yg terakhir..bl dh nmpk rmbut ckit..terus dia ckp..ok its time to be serius..mmg dia tgg kt bawah and trik kepala bb kluar..once kpla bb dh kluar..mmg laju giler smua bnda kluar..rs mcm air terjun..dgn darah memancut2..Alhamdulillah..aku bersyukur pada mu Ya Allah..memberiku kekuatan wlopon xsbnyk mn..tp cukuplah utk mlhirkan bayi ini..alhamdulillah..aku bersyukur bayi ini dilahirkan dgn slmat dan sihat.

tepat pukul 4.50pm lahirlah seorag puteri dgn berat 3.38kg..amik ko..besarkan..inilah padahnyer klu duk mkn eskrim mcd jerk time mngndung..hehe..padan muka.

Fresh from Oven..hehe

okey..we will continue to the next entry..ttg my fever during bersalin..bcoz it gives a lot of impact to our family after that.

Pengalaman Bersalinku Part 1

Assalamaualaikum..

okey lets start the story..mesti ramaikan yg nk tahu pengalaman bersalin..hehe..well..now  i know the feelings.. okey sakit yang amat..full stop..klu nk tahu lebih2..kn beranak dulu..hehe

bermulanya pada pagi khmis..mcm beselah..bgn2 dh kol 10 pg..sbb smlm mkn ubt selsema and dmm..  encik hubby pon sm jerk..klu kt xbgn..dia pon xnk bergerak dr katil..wlopon ari kerja..mn taknyer..ofis hour dia flexible..so nk msuk kol baper pon boleh..xacikan!!.. so..bgn2 g toilet nmpk setompok darah yang banyk..dh cuak dah..dlm ht dh rasa..ni ker tanda2 nk bersalin..terus kejutkan hubby bgn..ckp berdarah..dia mula2 rilex jerk..tp bl dgr darah terus bgn terddk..hehe..mst rasa cuak jgk..n then dia pon sruh konfemkan dl ngn akak ida (my 1st sister)..btulker tu tnda nk branak..after dapat verfication from my sister..we all pon siap2 nk pghospital..tp sempat lagi tu rebus air bunga fatimah..n kmas2 brg bb..tkut2 tertinggal..and ajak hubby g breakfast..sbb risau my last breakfast..hehehe..

smpai2 dkt hospital selayang dlm kol 12..terus g dewan bersalin kt tgkat 5..pergi bhgian PAC..kn Assess dl..bl dr check2 br bukak 1cm..however diuorg buat ctg 3x..sbb the 1st 2 ctg tu..bnyk longkang..tue istilah dr kt sn..means hearbeat bb laju..tp bila kali ke 3 buat alhamdulillah normal..since i was FPP patient under Dr yu.. dr2 kt sn smua xbarani nk wat lbih2..sbb yerlah..under dr pakar kot..i bayar ok..hehe..so knlah tgg Dr Yu..dlm kol 3 dia br dtg..mst dr klinik..bila cek2 dia kt i br bukak 1cm..and it takes time to open to 10cm..mybe 1 day..or maybe 1 weeks..so dia advise spy g jalan2..n he mention to go shopping in 1utama okey..kn jln bnyk2 utk cptkan proses pembukaan..so..both of us..balik umah..

smpi kt umah..lpk2 n duk tgk tv..n ptg tu nk siap2 amik ibu, ayah n adhwa kt TBS..diorg dtg nek bas..ms tgh mndi tu..ader darah lg..kl ni lg bnyk dr yg sblomnyer..so aperlg..jeritlah dkt husbnd..n tnjuk dia darah tu siap sruh dia amik gmbr lg sbb sng nk tnjuk kt dr. since xde rs sakit..so both of us..g amik parents kt tbs dl..tp ms dlm pjlnn ke tbs tu..dh rs skit2 contraction..cm rs skit sggugut..mmg aperlg..parents pon sruh pg hospital blk..

Darah

sampai2 dkt hospital..cek blk..stil lg 1cm..OMG..how come stil 1 cm..and dr kt sana sruh blk jgk..but we all insist to stay..yerlah..mahu xnyer..klu duk umah..kluar darah lg..xker rs cuak..bek duk hospital..sng..klu ader paper..jmp dr jerk..so dr tu poin kol Dr. Yu..and dr yu pon sruh admit jerk in the hospital.

so startlh kn ddk hospital ari khmis kol 10 mlm tu..ibu tmn mlm tu..since my hubby said lg sng ibu tggkan2 dl..iyerlah both of us xder experince..dlm kol 12tgh mlm dr yu pon dtg..cek kt bawah..dia kt dh bukak ckit..cuma bkk 2cm..tp dia kt..nnt esok kn bnykkan berjalan..spy cpt buka..

bgn2 esok pg pon..still 2cm lg..so dgn smngt wajanyer..berazam nk berjalan smpi terbuka..ml2 jln ngn encik hubby sekitar wad jerk..tp..xpuas ht..ajak plak ibu tmn..nek tangga dr tgkat 1 smpi 11..okey ulang lagi sekali tgkat 1 smpi 11..giler xgilerlah..sbb nk cpt bukak punya psl..sggp tu..but..bl dr check..stil 2cm..FRUSTRATED..yg amat..terus mls nk berjalan..n tido jerk satu ptg..n then my hubby tmn mlm tu...

Waiting Game

start kol 12 tgh mlm smpi kol 3 pg..mmg skit giler..contraction tu nyut2..klu diberi perkiraan 1-10..i can said sakit contraction tu 8..skit woo..nngis2 dkt en hubby..hubby pggil dr..time tu xder dr yu..jus dr bese..bl dr len cek..stil ckp 2cm..xbleh lg branak..tp dia bg injection pethidine..utk krgkan rs sakit..but it just a momment..xsmpi 1/2 jam..skit lg..tp disbbkna xnk bnyk kl kn seluk..thnkan jerklh..kol 3 nk g bilik air..ms g bilik air tu rs air kluar menjejeh2..bl tgk kain basah cmpor ngn darah..pnggil dr..but dr stil said..its just show not leaking..and still 2cm..xready utk bersalin..pkol 6 skit lg..kl ni dh xthn.. mmg tahap skit 10..dr ckp xready dr bg pethidine lg..but i keep crying..sbb sgt2 skit..pthidine hny boleh thn skjap jerk..n keep said to my hubby..please dear..pengsankan ayang..skit sgt..ayang xthn sgt ni..but when he want to call the dr..i stop him..sbb xnk kn seluk lg..but..he cannot stand to see me like that..dlm kol 8..dia pnggil dr.. and he CRYING ok..smpi dr pon perasan..but kl ni..dr yg cek tu ckp..i was 5cm and air ketuban dh pecah..n dia tny..bl pecah? and i terus jerit..sy xthu.sbb dr mlm td saya sakit..and terus tolak ke labour room..b4 that..smpt lagi tu..dr tu nasihatkan my hubby spy jgn nngis..sbb dia kn kuat..utk bg smngat kt isteri dia..but..when i see my husbnd crying..i'm really2 terharu..bcoz.. i know..he cannot see me like that..I Love U Soo Much DEAR..really..

alamak pnjgnyer antry ni..nnt kt smbg kt labour room plak eh..kt next entry.